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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Slack-time!
Taggy Replies:

Hamster Mei Mei - Don't worry too much. Its already over. :D

Fiona Mei Mei - Haah. Sorry luh. :(

Anna - Where got! T.T

saps`07 - Its 'Choy'. You're the Alicia that smsed me?

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I don't wanna fail science! This phobia is overwhelming me, numbing my brain totally. A part of me remained positive, but a tiny portion in me repeated my fear over and over again. I hate this cacophony going on in my mind. Negative thoughts stop clashing with positive thoughts!

Music is and always has been a form of solace for me, this time too. However, listening to music today did not help to resolve this phobic feeling. I need to pass my science. Then hopefully I'd get an A1 or A2 for my other 3 subjects to give me a better L1B4.

Today's mother tongue paper was a cinch. It was much easier than the mid-year's paper. Hopefully that'd be able to pull up my Chinese grade by 1 or 2 level.

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Enough of rants. Lets talk about MY day. At the end of Chinese Paper 01, the chief examiner went "candidate 0105 come up to the stage." Everyone wanted to know what was going on. So they crowded around him and I didn't have any chance to ask. Witnessing such an extraordinary scene naturally engulfed me with curiosity.

So when we were alone, I asked kor, "Eh, what was she up to?"

His tear-stained eyes contained this faraway gaze as he stared at me, "I got preached at, for writing over the time and was told not to do it again."

The serious glance I carried dissipated. Then I went "WTH, she's so lame! We'd normally be told to finish up the last sentence, its only a few more words!"


Lol. That was what happened for paper 1. After that, paper 2 was a breeze. We finish up the paper and went home. I wanted to dota when I saw the laptop, but after a few moment of music, I fell asleep. Too tired I guess. That's all for today, hope mei mei would be able to get miao mummy to teach me Physics. Otherwise, I'm dead.

~ { 11:26 PM }
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